I just have to see her. I just have to see her. I just have to see her.
Just woke up from a 5 hour nap. I get very tired these days, especially towards the end of the week. I'm highly considering working 7p-4am shift. Only because I've always been a night person. Even with my schedule of 8am-5pm & 8pm-11pm M-F, and then there's 11am-8pm on Saturdays, I still am awake at 4am. I don't think I'll miss out too much, not like I have much of a social life during the weekdays. Plus, it might be healthier having an excuse not to go out and drink during the weekdays. I just want to get paid. I can reach the bonus this way definitely. I won't miss anyone if I stop telling people things.
I'm not lonely. I'm not sad. I just wish. I wish I could be with her tonight. Getting drunk, laughing with, kicking it. I hope she's having a great time. I just wish I could be there. I miss her intoxicating laugh, especially tonight. I suppose I woke up on the emo side of the bed.
I need better money management or whatever the appropriate word is for that.
I'm not lonely. I'm not sad. I just wish. I wish I could be with her tonight. Getting drunk, laughing with, kicking it. I hope she's having a great time. I just wish I could be there. I miss her intoxicating laugh, especially tonight. I suppose I woke up on the emo side of the bed.
I need better money management or whatever the appropriate word is for that.