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Today was beautiful outside. I came home from work, and just sat outside on my dad s truck and just thought about things and what was goin on my life. Warning: I get jealous easy!
there s still a few things im still unhappy about. Im still unhappy about my weight. I work out as much as possible, watch what i eat but still not happy about it. Im also unhappy bout friends. I still feel lonely in a way, i sometimes feel worth less.. im also unhappy about someone friggin pressuring me about what college to chose and what major to chose.
Things i am happy is that Im keeping my self busy, i have 2 jobs which i enjoy.I m doing well in class. I got my family and i miss my older brother big time! Im happy that im starting to go out lil more and see my old friends that i used to grow up from 2nd 3rd and 4 th grade. Im happy that im starting to hang out with hindsale but still feel left out in a way. I lost my best friend. She is now moved on to another place where she has a boyfriend and other deaf friends. I got another best friend who i love so much, see alot often but when we hang out, we re always either at home doing nothing, or at a resturant.
im overwhelmed the fact that each day gets closer and closer, im getting nervous about my future. I know my future will turn out good. I know i wanna go to Rit for sure. But im scared not seeing my family alot often. College scares me. But i know i will enjoy it and have a wonderful experience.
anyways those r the thoughts that i had when i sat outside.
Im sooo excited to go to iowa to see my nicky poo!! I miss him tons! and im also excited to go to Rit and see Human! ( kc) and my relatives in Warren, ohio!
1st quarter ends next week!
well goodnight everyone! :)
there s still a few things im still unhappy about. Im still unhappy about my weight. I work out as much as possible, watch what i eat but still not happy about it. Im also unhappy bout friends. I still feel lonely in a way, i sometimes feel worth less.. im also unhappy about someone friggin pressuring me about what college to chose and what major to chose.
Things i am happy is that Im keeping my self busy, i have 2 jobs which i enjoy.I m doing well in class. I got my family and i miss my older brother big time! Im happy that im starting to go out lil more and see my old friends that i used to grow up from 2nd 3rd and 4 th grade. Im happy that im starting to hang out with hindsale but still feel left out in a way. I lost my best friend. She is now moved on to another place where she has a boyfriend and other deaf friends. I got another best friend who i love so much, see alot often but when we hang out, we re always either at home doing nothing, or at a resturant.
im overwhelmed the fact that each day gets closer and closer, im getting nervous about my future. I know my future will turn out good. I know i wanna go to Rit for sure. But im scared not seeing my family alot often. College scares me. But i know i will enjoy it and have a wonderful experience.
anyways those r the thoughts that i had when i sat outside.
Im sooo excited to go to iowa to see my nicky poo!! I miss him tons! and im also excited to go to Rit and see Human! ( kc) and my relatives in Warren, ohio!
1st quarter ends next week!
well goodnight everyone! :)