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i hate being used for an entire year, and then getting shit on during the summer...
anywhoo, today is the day of my father's wedding. i just found out about this wedding on thursday when he and his fiancee entered my restaurant and told me to guess what they were doing this sunday. hmmm.
i'm upset. not really about the wedding or finding out so freakin late, i'm upset about everything else. the top statement is totally true. i feel used, and stupid, and almost ignorant, but i'm not about to start blaming this shit on me. Someone else was pretty ignorant and hurtful, but whatev. uff da.
back to the wedding, i had to miss crystal's party last night cause i figured it wouldn't be a good idea to show up late and hungover for my dad's third set of vows, but hey, its not like i'd be showing up twelve years too late like he did. he has decided that they are going to move back up here. that means that he will quit his job in florida and all of our insurance will be cut off. what a great guy. who knows when he will actually find a job up here. i know that he interviewed at CAT but if he gets the job there, he'll be working with Tmac(mom's boyfriend) and I don't want him influencing Tmac in any way. My new step mom is really nice though. I wish that she was my dad instead...
anywhoo, today is the day of my father's wedding. i just found out about this wedding on thursday when he and his fiancee entered my restaurant and told me to guess what they were doing this sunday. hmmm.
i'm upset. not really about the wedding or finding out so freakin late, i'm upset about everything else. the top statement is totally true. i feel used, and stupid, and almost ignorant, but i'm not about to start blaming this shit on me. Someone else was pretty ignorant and hurtful, but whatev. uff da.
back to the wedding, i had to miss crystal's party last night cause i figured it wouldn't be a good idea to show up late and hungover for my dad's third set of vows, but hey, its not like i'd be showing up twelve years too late like he did. he has decided that they are going to move back up here. that means that he will quit his job in florida and all of our insurance will be cut off. what a great guy. who knows when he will actually find a job up here. i know that he interviewed at CAT but if he gets the job there, he'll be working with Tmac(mom's boyfriend) and I don't want him influencing Tmac in any way. My new step mom is really nice though. I wish that she was my dad instead...