this is long overdue

Sep 15, 2005 21:57

So this entry is definitely LONG overdue...apparently.
These past couple of days have been really special
My mom has stayed the past 3 nights at Mrs. Nelson's house
Last night Mom had to take Mrs. Nelson to the Emergency Room.
She had a bladder infection and mom said she was really pasty looking and looked like she was having a really hard time breathing.
I've seen her like that once before and it made me cry when i came home.
Sometimes i feel like i just never want to grow old!
It scares me.

My schedule is as follows...just about everyday
I go to school for 1st and 2nd period...
and then leave and go straight to fort detrick for my internship
i leave there at 2:30 to get home at three giving me a half hour to get something quick to eat for dinner and make it to work by 4 at vindobona nursing home.
I get off work there at 7:30 depending on if we're running behind schedule...because then i dont get out until about 8 or 8:30...and get home around 9 and then work on homework and when im done homework i talk to david.

David now has 2 full-time jobs.
He is trying to save money so he and i can get a place together after i graduate.
He works construction during the day...and then as soon as he gets home he gets changed and goes to work at burger king...yea that might sound kinda lame but he makes $8 an hour there...because he used to work there before he did construction and plus the lady who is manager there called him and asked him to come back because she needs the help.
He's getting paid $8/hr. there and other kids there are only getting $6.50...so thats pretty cool
His truck payment and insurance is $750 a month and mine is only $143...hes pretty jealous!

My biological mother is totally back in my life. I saw her in August and she's beautiful! She weighs 132 lbs. now...and lemme tell ya...that's the most she has ever weighed in her whole life and she wears a size 11 in jeans...and I can honestly say that I am so proud of her. She calls me every sunday evening to talk to me...and she also calls my other siblings. She has been clean for such a long time...and im so excited...shes going to start taking classes to get her GNA and then she wants to become an RN...and I've never been more happy for her in my whole life. Her fiance bought her a 2006 ford ranger its red and very pretty...her bought it for her as incentive to keep her life together....right now hes driving it because she doesnt have her license back because she got into too much trouble here in MD...so the truck is also incentive for her to get her license back.

I must say i have senior-itis like a bitch...
i hate coming to school
i hate waking up early
and i think im over-worked
i cant wait to get my graduation project over and done with
and i cant wait until i can graduate
and im so excited this is my senior year
oh by the way my senior pics turned out amazing
my parents paid $209.99 for a package of 20 sheets, 2 10x13's, and 3 8x10's. I also ordered my class ring and i should be getting it in a few weeks.
This year couldnt go by any slower!
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