so lets pretend...

Apr 02, 2005 22:01

lets pretend....today is march 22nd...

Da (my dad's father) has a major stroke....is in hospital not conscious....recieves birthday card from nanny and da in mail..the condition Da is in looks bad...late that night he undergoes surgery....everyone leaves thinking positively...

March 23rd
The surgery did absolutely nothing to help the cause...Da is still very much unconscious....he passes away at 4:40 pm...while im at the mall talking to my friend chris and eating a sour cream and onion pretzel from aunite anne's...

March 26th
My 17th Birthday....so terrible

March 29th
Viewing = catastraphic emotional breakdown...I mean it seems like only yesterday i was 3 or 4 years old sitting at the dining room table with him taking vitamins that i didnt need just because he took them...it seems like only yesterday he was telling me how beautiful i was and how proud he was of me....its strange how i took advantage of him being around...i never would have expected him to pass away first...

March 30th
Funeral...crying day...

Today
My mom and dad give me the choice of moving in with my grandmother....to take care of her since Da passed away....if i do i wont have to o a graduation project...all of my 24 aunts and uncles will give me a salary....one they think is suitable...and ill have to drive my nanny to church on sundays...i could go to catholic school again...and i could go tanning in my aunts tanning bed who lives like 2 minutes away....so it will be sweet! oh and did i mention..NO GRADUATION PROJECT????
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