hmmm....

[curlyq702]

yeah so i had to work from 5-10. its always fun 2 stand on ur feet for five hours, have people bitch about every little detail and roll 5ooooo things of napkins and silverware...also jake jo and chelsie came to eat there and i sat them at their table...i feel bad for the waitresses and stuff at LARosas bc people are bitchy....poor mike was having a bad night and dropped a tray of drinks........such a great night... wooo fricking whoooo.....i guess im not in the best of moods even though i act like it....idk i guess its just alot of things(bad things) coming down on me at once....i hope people cant tell....i try to act happy and put on a smile....maybe sometimes thats all you can really do....one emotion that i am going through right now is really overpowering the other emotions i have...but oh well i guess......my bestest firned is going through tought times too so ill just slap a smile on my ace and ignore my sadness bc she is sad and she is a awsome person and doesnt deserve to be sad and best friends do that for best friends.....

any who when i got home i changed hung out with my sister, just talked to random people online for a bit.....sounds like a blast dont it?

i have no clue what im doing tommrow or tommrow night....maybe something maybe nothing...i dont know....

hmm to anyone who is reading this...if i put u in a bad mood im sorry...i probly didnt bc it dont matter to much anymore but just in case i did..sorry.....

alright im just rambling on and on and probly boring people....

i found a really goos qoute from a song that kinda describes how im feeling at the moment...

It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm

bye