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pointless entry. i dont have the energy to blog for now. i've been drafting it out in my head but when the time comes to pen it down, i forget. the slate's wiped clean. hah
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friday was "A Love Story between Jazz and Gamelan" by Kua Etnika, from Indonesia. i terserempak N.a.j.i.b [yes you know which one] and i think i spotted him with dreads. but then again my eyes could be playing tricks on me.
saturday involved elaborate plots and lies to surprise my mom on her 47th birthday. thank goodness she was smiling at the end of the day. she started out thinking all of us forgot her birthday. she was at her breaking point when we told her we couldnt go out for dinner with her cos i left a stain on my baju and decided to just meet her at home. my heart broke when i heard her voice. but yay! the surprise was great.
sunday morning, my sleep was interrupted by my paternal aunts, who were from the kubur, decided to 'drop by' at 11am! it was only natasha, mairah and myself at home and i was sleeping while natasha was bathing. by the time i got up, 20 mins passed and they were preparing to leave when my mom was rushing home from the market.
no they couldnt wait for 10 mins while my mom made her way. then why bother come? it doesnt make sense to me. it really doesnt. as usual She tried to get us to pujuk my dad, but i stood my ground. i'm pretty sure they'll take that as a sign of rudeness and i personally dont care. that asshole of a cousin swears and spits on them and they dont find it rude. oh no they wont. cos for some weird reason, they worship the ground he steps on.
URGH. now i'm getting myself riled up over them AGAIN. no, i refuse to allow them to do that to me. i'm pretty sure by now, they would be reading my humble blog and for this reason i have chosen to leave this entry unprotected. i have a feeling this is gg to come back and bite me in the ass.
for now, i really dont give a crap. i just pity my father. *hugs*
which reminds me, he was just wonderful yesterday. it was nice to joke around and laugh with him. it has been a very long time since we last did.
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i love my family.
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friday was "A Love Story between Jazz and Gamelan" by Kua Etnika, from Indonesia. i terserempak N.a.j.i.b [yes you know which one] and i think i spotted him with dreads. but then again my eyes could be playing tricks on me.
saturday involved elaborate plots and lies to surprise my mom on her 47th birthday. thank goodness she was smiling at the end of the day. she started out thinking all of us forgot her birthday. she was at her breaking point when we told her we couldnt go out for dinner with her cos i left a stain on my baju and decided to just meet her at home. my heart broke when i heard her voice. but yay! the surprise was great.
sunday morning, my sleep was interrupted by my paternal aunts, who were from the kubur, decided to 'drop by' at 11am! it was only natasha, mairah and myself at home and i was sleeping while natasha was bathing. by the time i got up, 20 mins passed and they were preparing to leave when my mom was rushing home from the market.
no they couldnt wait for 10 mins while my mom made her way. then why bother come? it doesnt make sense to me. it really doesnt. as usual She tried to get us to pujuk my dad, but i stood my ground. i'm pretty sure they'll take that as a sign of rudeness and i personally dont care. that asshole of a cousin swears and spits on them and they dont find it rude. oh no they wont. cos for some weird reason, they worship the ground he steps on.
URGH. now i'm getting myself riled up over them AGAIN. no, i refuse to allow them to do that to me. i'm pretty sure by now, they would be reading my humble blog and for this reason i have chosen to leave this entry unprotected. i have a feeling this is gg to come back and bite me in the ass.
for now, i really dont give a crap. i just pity my father. *hugs*
which reminds me, he was just wonderful yesterday. it was nice to joke around and laugh with him. it has been a very long time since we last did.
..
i love my family.