Was it me, or was it him?
It was really an enjoyable day yesterday, because probably for the last time and for the first time, Vee is going to sit so close to me. I'm not really crazily in love with him, but little things like this really can keep me thinking for days. And while he and every other people played kart rider, i was quietly beside, taking in every detail(as much as I can) of the things he said, his reaction, his laughter. It was truly enjoyable. In this tiny memory I really hope it can be something to last me till the last time I see him at A's results day. I really hope I can have the little courage to confess to him... :/
Was it me, or was it him? That the atmosphere is always calming and it felt almost normal sitting so close to him. Then I think of the times that we sit next to each other during morning self study, where I felt so distant because I could never get into his conversation with his classmates.. I felt A's though I'm like an invisible sheet now, or like a candid camera, that is always looking at the subject but the subject never looks at me.
Soon it would be graduation day. Soon it will come to an end. An end that I will painfully dread.
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