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I feel like I should update because I haven't in a really long time, but I'm not really sure what I should write. Lots of crazy things are going on here but nothing of interest and nothing I really feel like going into detail about. I've made it through the first half of the semester, now for the tricky part... to make it through the rest. Things are going well, although super busy. I hate that I feel like any time I spend just trying to relax, I feel like I'm being a total waste... like now. But I'm hoping maybe I'll get a break sometime soon. I don't want to go back to classes tomorrow, I want to have some more time to relax. I want to hang out with my housemates and not have to worry. Some days are so much harder than others without Lisa. I mean today for instance, normally after a break we would sit around, maybe watch a little TV and chat a whole lot while she took the entire night to unpack. It's those little things that I miss. I mean it's not so bad because I get to talk to her all the time, and her emails are great, but when I have something I want to whine to her about, it's just not the same. She called me a "hormonal teenage girl" yesterday. She's so right. I have been acting that way lately and I need to stop. I'm trying, I really am. It's tough sometimes. This isn't making any sense. Maybe I should do some more reading and go to bed. Maybe I'll just go to bed. I wonder who still bothers to read this anymore... hmm