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I am going back to K tomorrow!! eeek! I feel overwhelmed, stressed, anxious, excited....jumbled!
I have so much crap! I'm not coming home this summer and then I'm going to have a house as a senior SO this means that I'm trying to get rid of everything I can part with! I've gotten rid of SO much stuff and yet I still have more clothes etc.. than I can pack! So, I have a few bags and I know it's going to be stressful trying to get from the chicago airport to the train station with all of it!
Anyway, I am SOO excited to go back to K, but I'm nervous and anxious too! I can't really describe it, but I feel like I've missed a lot of good times and memories with people who I love and I only have a short time to make it up... (plus I suck at running right now and that makes me sad)
And it's going to be weird leaving b/c I won't be back home until December, which means I won't get to see my MD friends until then (UNLESS THEY VISIT ME IN KZOO!!) and my family is coming up for family camp but it's still weird...
I guess I feel like I'm moving out for good and I kind of am...
I think I'm more emotional b/c I've been cleaning out my room and I have all of these things and pictures that remind me of people I never see any more...in 10 years I wonder who I will still be friends with and who I'll remember only when I dig up old photos? Photos make me so happy and so sad at the same time...
Love you all and miss you! xoxo
I have so much crap! I'm not coming home this summer and then I'm going to have a house as a senior SO this means that I'm trying to get rid of everything I can part with! I've gotten rid of SO much stuff and yet I still have more clothes etc.. than I can pack! So, I have a few bags and I know it's going to be stressful trying to get from the chicago airport to the train station with all of it!
Anyway, I am SOO excited to go back to K, but I'm nervous and anxious too! I can't really describe it, but I feel like I've missed a lot of good times and memories with people who I love and I only have a short time to make it up... (plus I suck at running right now and that makes me sad)
And it's going to be weird leaving b/c I won't be back home until December, which means I won't get to see my MD friends until then (UNLESS THEY VISIT ME IN KZOO!!) and my family is coming up for family camp but it's still weird...
I guess I feel like I'm moving out for good and I kind of am...
I think I'm more emotional b/c I've been cleaning out my room and I have all of these things and pictures that remind me of people I never see any more...in 10 years I wonder who I will still be friends with and who I'll remember only when I dig up old photos? Photos make me so happy and so sad at the same time...
Love you all and miss you! xoxo