I’m on break and have too much time to think…
So, I go off on tangents…
I was thinking how it’s funny that now that I could date 5 guys at once (I have enough time), I don’t really feel like having any- let alone 5. At K I always find it’s a little hard to date someone and still hang out with my friends….I always want to be alone with my guy and still be with my friends and there’s so little time! Plus at K you really can’t date multiple people without them finding out…well, I may know someone who can, but personally I don’t think I could ever find the time!
Anyway, I haven’t been into the whole dating multiple guys thing for years, but if I were this would be the perfect place to do it…or if I even felt like dating anyone here I’d have the time, no problem! Plus if metrosexual, super muscular footy players were my thing, I’d be in heaven….but I’m definitely into guys who don’t take longer than me to pick out an outfit! although, I shouldn’t make fun of the metro, super muscular footy players, since it’s been very nice having one teach me footy and drive me places…he also likes shopping, which I think is normal for guys around here…and has a boat…yeah, it’s definitely good (until he wants sex or something, like most guys here)
I don’t even know for sure why I don’t feel like just dating for fun right now…I’m not at all afraid of getting emotionally attached…maybe I don’t feel in the mood to just fool around without having some emotional attachment? …plus I don’t want an STD, haha!
I guess I always feel like there’s not much consistency to my life and sometimes I think I just want to find someone who will be there for me always- a steady person (wanna go steady? haha) in my life who’s more than a friend b/c friends can be inconsistent (I’m not looking for someone to marry, but someone who I could make it work with for a while no matter where we are in the world)….too bad I’m in the wrong country!
Yeah, this entry probably makes no sense, but I guess part of my point is that I often feel like opportunities come about at completely the wrong times…or to the wrong people- ones who don’t take advantage of the opportunities…(even if the opportunity is the chance to successfully date 5 metrosexuals at once, haha!) Although maybe realizing these opportunities and not taking them shows something too…
The night sky here is so gorgeous, by the way…even with light pollution it’s pretty amazing!
MY INSTANT MESSENGER AND KZOO EMAIL WON'T WORK b/c the school is monitoring the internet!!! So, I have no contact with anyone :( send me facebook messages or ones on here please! XOXO
I was thinking how it’s funny that now that I could date 5 guys at once (I have enough time), I don’t really feel like having any- let alone 5. At K I always find it’s a little hard to date someone and still hang out with my friends….I always want to be alone with my guy and still be with my friends and there’s so little time! Plus at K you really can’t date multiple people without them finding out…well, I may know someone who can, but personally I don’t think I could ever find the time!
Anyway, I haven’t been into the whole dating multiple guys thing for years, but if I were this would be the perfect place to do it…or if I even felt like dating anyone here I’d have the time, no problem! Plus if metrosexual, super muscular footy players were my thing, I’d be in heaven….but I’m definitely into guys who don’t take longer than me to pick out an outfit! although, I shouldn’t make fun of the metro, super muscular footy players, since it’s been very nice having one teach me footy and drive me places…he also likes shopping, which I think is normal for guys around here…and has a boat…yeah, it’s definitely good (until he wants sex or something, like most guys here)
I don’t even know for sure why I don’t feel like just dating for fun right now…I’m not at all afraid of getting emotionally attached…maybe I don’t feel in the mood to just fool around without having some emotional attachment? …plus I don’t want an STD, haha!
I guess I always feel like there’s not much consistency to my life and sometimes I think I just want to find someone who will be there for me always- a steady person (wanna go steady? haha) in my life who’s more than a friend b/c friends can be inconsistent (I’m not looking for someone to marry, but someone who I could make it work with for a while no matter where we are in the world)….too bad I’m in the wrong country!
Yeah, this entry probably makes no sense, but I guess part of my point is that I often feel like opportunities come about at completely the wrong times…or to the wrong people- ones who don’t take advantage of the opportunities…(even if the opportunity is the chance to successfully date 5 metrosexuals at once, haha!) Although maybe realizing these opportunities and not taking them shows something too…
The night sky here is so gorgeous, by the way…even with light pollution it’s pretty amazing!
MY INSTANT MESSENGER AND KZOO EMAIL WON'T WORK b/c the school is monitoring the internet!!! So, I have no contact with anyone :( send me facebook messages or ones on here please! XOXO