Feb 11, 2006 00:37
anyway....
finally getting better after being sick for 2 weeks
rayados are off to a reeeaaaaally bad start this season, its pissing me off
i have horrible grades, slacked off too much
im on jv light.....kinda sad.....but we've actually beaten the jv in the past 3 scrimmages we've had
solo and ensemble tomorrow, i was gonna sleep early but didnt get around to it.
going to mty again tomorrow, its been almost a week since i was there....much too long
masterminds against rio on monday, we're gonna rape them so bad
world lit sux, tragers retarded
yeah, i dont know what happened this six weeks, i guess i just lost heart. i got used to doing whatever i wanted over the break or sumptin, i dunno. either way, i think have c's for the first time in years, and thats cuz i had actually maintained all a's in ib up to this point, even while i was working and shit. now im not even working and im doing worse? i dont get it, im stupid. but i need to get my shit together. i guess i skipped waaaay too many times.....and several drastic messups just completely fucked up my grades.
so yeah, im starting to go to mty more often again, of course this also brings down my grades but fuck it. id rather be exhausted at the beginning of the week from a baddass weekend in mty than be exhausted at the beginning of the week for a crappy one. either way exhaustion is inevitable, its ib remember. mty just keeps me going you know. the travellings a bitch and all, it is tiring. but its my goal at the end of the week or month or whenever. i can completely relax and forget about shit for awhile. even if its just a day or 2.
yeah, sorry about that pointless rant, i dont know why im up, i have to be up super early tomorrow....