schools out
Ok, so yesterday was the last day of school. And i know that. But it still hasn't hit me that all the seniors are leaving. Its going to be so weird next year. I am sad about no seniors but I will be a senior and the plays next year rock!! I just hope I can get it. I actually had a dream last night... I had many dreams but I will talk about the Bat Boy one first. So in my dream, Seth, Danny, Kara and I were waiting outside the flex. Our moms were in a corner talking and making sure that we were practicing. Kara goes in..then comes out, Same thing happens with Danny and Seth. When it is my turn, I walk inside the room I sing like 2 lines of the song (whatever song it was) then was asked to leave. When the list was posted I didn't see my name or Seth's or Danny's. the list looked black to me. Like there were no words at all on the piece of paper. Yeah, that's the dream. Oh, my next dream was weird too. I was in my grandma's kitchen with my mom, Nick and Kristin. My mom was saying that Becca was very happy she got the witch but what she really wanted was the lion. I kept on telling her that i didn't want the lion. I was happy with the witch. BUt she kept on insisting. Eventually, Nick and Kristin said "Thank you for having us" and they left. But the last thing Nick said before leaving was "The lion will never be for you". hehe. so those are my dreams..well, the ones I remember. ok back to the subject of seniors. I will hopefully be able to hang out with them this summer and also try to make new friends. I just don't want to go to school the first day and feel like I don't fit in, like there is nobody I could go up and talk to. I just have so many worries for next year: my grades, college searching, friends, freedom from parents, and most importantly the plays. It would mean the world to be if I got in to all 3. not a lead, just let me it damn it! Well, for nor that's all, I am going to eat breakfast! bye