Jun 01, 2005 11:12
Ugh. I have a chem test today that I should be studying for, but rather, I am updating my journal. That doesn't seem to make sense, but I just took Amy U's advice: "Gina, seriously, don't even bother studying, you're gonna fail no matter what." And I thought, "How true, what a smart girl Amy is." So i'm not even bothering.
This morning, Wyandt told me to go take the makeup test in Romanski's room. He gave me all these instructions about where the tests were and if any of his CWS students came in, to show them where the tests were, because, as he put it, "Mr. Romanski has no idea what the hell he's doing." So i got there, and I was getting my test, and guess who walked in? LIA! yes, sir. so i helped her get her test like i was told to do, and I did a damn good job, too. As Lia thoughtfully suggested, maybe Wyandt is just testing me to see if I can follow directions so he can decide if I'd make a good wife? That's definitely it.
A LOT of stuff is going on. Class trip on Friday, SAT's and Relay on Saturday, finals, lots of other unimportant shit.
Florida was sooooo good. I can't update about it now though, cuz there's only 5 minutes left in class. oh well.
I can't believe this year is almost over. We'll be seniors soon. ugh, and all my seniors are going away. This year seemed so long, but looking back on it, it also seemed to fly by. There's a part of me that wants so badly to be a big bad senior and stay here forever and ever with my friends, but then there's another part of me that wants to get out of here, be on my own, meet new people, and have fun away from home. I don't think I'm ready for it though. Not necessarily the social aspect of it, I'll be fine with that (other than ordering pizaa, haha). Its that I have no idea what I want to do or where I want to go. It's starting to make me really nervous. How am I supposed to decide what I want to do with the rest of my life when I have no idea anything about the thousands of types of jobs out there? Ugh. hopefully I'll figure it out sometime really soon. I just don't know.
I do want to be an astronaut, but I can't, because I have bad vision. damn.
I hope you like the new colors, at least.