Mar 20, 2005 18:43
Okay, so honestly, sometimes I think I just like to make life harder for myself. I'm not going to get into super detail because frankly, the thought of the countless people reading this and knowing just kinda freaks me out. But I always end up getting involved with someone that's just going to cause me drama, or I end up giving people mixed signals and then it's just MORE drama that I don't need, or a situation that I really don't want to be in. But then on the other hand, I get myself into it for a reason. For instance, I'm at a really good point in my life right now, but there are a few things that are treading a line of being a good situation for me but not so good for a friend of mine. And if it crosses over to bad, I'm going to end up hurting people who mean a lot to me. And I never want to do that, but sometimes I feel that if I try and make everyone else happy, I never get things to go my way. Oh well.. that's life, I guess.
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Mary