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Its been how long...?
Someone read my livejournal today (you know who you are ;-) that I thought never would and I decided to write more in it again even though I dont get on my computer much anymore. To busy with work lately. Any other time I wouldnt have an excuse. Christmas is looming closer...I still have a couple presents to get but hopefully it shouldnt be that hard. Only 6 days left. I saw Krystal the other day. She will be up here till wendesday but I dont think I will see her again before she leaves. I guess I can see her stepdad aftet then. Hopefully work wont be to busy.
So now since I bought my car im trying to save up to move out. I want so badly to live with someone ;-) but God only knows that if that will work out like we could only hope. Things never seem to work in our ;-) favor like we want them too. It is hard when we know each other so well but dont spend much time with each other. I know we lead very very different lives...I just hope things work out for the best for the both of us wether we end up together or not. We deserve to be happy.
I dont know whats happening with Junior anymore. He says I love you and tells me he wants to be with me but his actions and lately his ignoring tactics are getting old and childish. I dont want to play games anymore. I am not a little kid, only a woman who tries to love the unloved. Only time will tell...
I love you times a million Jessie...
Someone read my livejournal today (you know who you are ;-) that I thought never would and I decided to write more in it again even though I dont get on my computer much anymore. To busy with work lately. Any other time I wouldnt have an excuse. Christmas is looming closer...I still have a couple presents to get but hopefully it shouldnt be that hard. Only 6 days left. I saw Krystal the other day. She will be up here till wendesday but I dont think I will see her again before she leaves. I guess I can see her stepdad aftet then. Hopefully work wont be to busy.
So now since I bought my car im trying to save up to move out. I want so badly to live with someone ;-) but God only knows that if that will work out like we could only hope. Things never seem to work in our ;-) favor like we want them too. It is hard when we know each other so well but dont spend much time with each other. I know we lead very very different lives...I just hope things work out for the best for the both of us wether we end up together or not. We deserve to be happy.
I dont know whats happening with Junior anymore. He says I love you and tells me he wants to be with me but his actions and lately his ignoring tactics are getting old and childish. I dont want to play games anymore. I am not a little kid, only a woman who tries to love the unloved. Only time will tell...
I love you times a million Jessie...