May 05, 2017 20:46
Been here a year. Its not so quiet as it used to be. But much better than a bunch of crazy nonsense. Needless to say 4yrs can really trick a person. He stayed over a few nights to see how life was with just us. Yet i knew it would be the make or break time we needed. No surprise he left. I felt a real confused loss even though i figured that was how it all would go. We both were confused but neither one of us knew how to take it...just bounce. Before leaving the duplex i broke up with Glenn with the biggest serious moment we've had. And now yet again im back. He's gotten better....but is it enough? Sadly he just won't change and I'm stupid enough to let him be. :( Its been a good year already but marking our 7th kinda anniversary and im all confused what to do since he still hasnt taken me out amd still not met my dad. Coming to a realization.