It feels like closing a chapter :~/
I'm cleaning out my dorm. Almost done with college. Coming close to done with the dorms. June 5th is the expected date of when I'll be moving out of here and into the apartment with my sister. I was just looking at old stuff. Reading old stuff. Realizing, people I've lost, gotten rid of or ones that have come and gone..passed through these years of my life. I can't help but feel like it sucks. With some...it just sucks how things have turned out. I don't know how it could have turned out any different with some, but with others it's just how it flowed. Either, still sucks. No regrets on any of them. People are who they are. They seem to have whatever feelings and beliefs and comments, opinions, ..whatever..they'll hold something on you, that no matter what, you just gotta say, "alright, so be it." Sometimes it seems there's nothing else you can do but just move on...sometimes even without people..sadly, they seemed to have just fine without you.
And just thinking, dang, I remember a time when I thought the worse part of growing up and old and moving through time was getting a period or all those annoying things that come along with "becoming a woman". I'm leaving behind alot of memories. Starting with all those roommates I've experienced. Jaqy (my twin sister), Michelle (my first vegitarian..lol, I finally spotted one! :P), Ashley (my party girl..FUN times to act crazy and do whatever I want! :D ), Nohemi ( my fast cleaner/history doc., though quiet, still beautiful at heart), lastly Jessica...the crazy one (cause you can't go without having at least one horrible roommate.)
Then there's this very computer. At which I will have to stop and desert for some time until I get online working at the apartment, or just until I can afford to keep this up and running. I'm coming close to deleting my yahoo. I've pretty much seemed to have grown out of it. It does bring back some memories as well. Both good and bad and some in between. A whole life lead in a world that is literally dust in the wind...just existing everywhere else but on solid ground. Eventually, solid ground is the only thing that's dependable. And that's where my gut stood...unless any of it stood solidly in front of me, then it was just going to have to be shut down, for reality would say: it just does't exist otherwise.
Work, would eventually be packed up. Wow. That'll bring tears. I love that its in good condition, just makes the leave acceptable. August 31st, 2009 just may very well be the last day I work period. *I'm crossing my fingers for that!* Moving out of one network marketing and into a better, even faster one just gives me oxygen to breathe. June = Gathering 2 reps...along with their two reps. July= Raise of min.wage/mine; Gathering 3customers & 2 reps + DAD.
We'll see where I stand then. For now, this is a slow goodbye.
*PEACE*
~Jamie~
And just thinking, dang, I remember a time when I thought the worse part of growing up and old and moving through time was getting a period or all those annoying things that come along with "becoming a woman". I'm leaving behind alot of memories. Starting with all those roommates I've experienced. Jaqy (my twin sister), Michelle (my first vegitarian..lol, I finally spotted one! :P), Ashley (my party girl..FUN times to act crazy and do whatever I want! :D ), Nohemi ( my fast cleaner/history doc., though quiet, still beautiful at heart), lastly Jessica...the crazy one (cause you can't go without having at least one horrible roommate.)
Then there's this very computer. At which I will have to stop and desert for some time until I get online working at the apartment, or just until I can afford to keep this up and running. I'm coming close to deleting my yahoo. I've pretty much seemed to have grown out of it. It does bring back some memories as well. Both good and bad and some in between. A whole life lead in a world that is literally dust in the wind...just existing everywhere else but on solid ground. Eventually, solid ground is the only thing that's dependable. And that's where my gut stood...unless any of it stood solidly in front of me, then it was just going to have to be shut down, for reality would say: it just does't exist otherwise.
Work, would eventually be packed up. Wow. That'll bring tears. I love that its in good condition, just makes the leave acceptable. August 31st, 2009 just may very well be the last day I work period. *I'm crossing my fingers for that!* Moving out of one network marketing and into a better, even faster one just gives me oxygen to breathe. June = Gathering 2 reps...along with their two reps. July= Raise of min.wage/mine; Gathering 3customers & 2 reps + DAD.
We'll see where I stand then. For now, this is a slow goodbye.
*PEACE*
~Jamie~