and in a thousand years and in a thousand tears i come finding my original crew...
wow, cant believe its over already!
I have learned soooo much about myself and my life and my friends this year. Its too bad that it takes rough times to realize what you have, but I guess thats just how it is. I have grown so much. I've cried more this year then i have ever cried in my lifetime (for both good and bad reasons), i never really cry, but you know what...it felt good, and it was needed!
I've realized that i absolutely loooove my family, my mom is amazing, my dad is wonderful and my brother is my best friend! I've always loved them...but i understand our relationship better now that i've had time away. I love my friends too, i think i've hit that point...that line in your life where you know that if you've lasted this long and crossed this "maturity" line with some of the friendships you've had then you will be friends forever!
i have no doubts whatsoever now that there is a point to all of this. and I have grown in my faith, and for some reason i cant pin point what, but I am at ease with my life...i am not worried about the future, i'm excited for it, and i have trust in God and am just going to take things as they come from now on rather then be scared or nervous of everything.
I think i am having "the time of mylife" as they say...everything seems pretty good and I am so thankful and so blessed. I hope thats the case with everyone else too!! i love you all...and I just thought i would update my journal one last time before the school year is over!
I have learned soooo much about myself and my life and my friends this year. Its too bad that it takes rough times to realize what you have, but I guess thats just how it is. I have grown so much. I've cried more this year then i have ever cried in my lifetime (for both good and bad reasons), i never really cry, but you know what...it felt good, and it was needed!
I've realized that i absolutely loooove my family, my mom is amazing, my dad is wonderful and my brother is my best friend! I've always loved them...but i understand our relationship better now that i've had time away. I love my friends too, i think i've hit that point...that line in your life where you know that if you've lasted this long and crossed this "maturity" line with some of the friendships you've had then you will be friends forever!
i have no doubts whatsoever now that there is a point to all of this. and I have grown in my faith, and for some reason i cant pin point what, but I am at ease with my life...i am not worried about the future, i'm excited for it, and i have trust in God and am just going to take things as they come from now on rather then be scared or nervous of everything.
I think i am having "the time of mylife" as they say...everything seems pretty good and I am so thankful and so blessed. I hope thats the case with everyone else too!! i love you all...and I just thought i would update my journal one last time before the school year is over!