The way I missed you it was like I was sick within
I know God answers all prayers, and sometimes the answer is just "no", or "not today." Which is usually the answer I get. LOL. NOT LATELY. He answered my call to the Heavens when I thought I was dying yesterday. The only thought in my mind was not "please don't let me die" but it was.....direct quote..... "please God, please don't let me die on the bathroom floor." And He answered "yes". Clearly because I didn't die on the bathroom floor, or anywhere. Oh He loves me and His grace has done wonders, clearly. Yesterday was the scariest experience of my life and God heard my prayers.
Then today, after having permission to return to school, I saw the orange line packed as always. I asked God (in my head this time because LOL I'm in public) for a seat. I wasn't feeling well so I asked "Please Lord, let me get a seat." There were all these people standing and so when I walked on, I thought there was no way a seat would be open. I've gotten a seat I think twice in the year. So you can imagine how I felt when there was just a single seater just there in the open. I swear there was one beam of light shinning on it. LOL I knew it was my answer to another hopeless prayer of mine. So yeah, God is watching over me. Always, and especially now. Wow what if I do actually die soon, so He's just being nice now? Oh jk I hope.....
This was a really serious post. I apologize. I just want to go find a mountain and tell it! :)