I'll wait. I'll wait
I guess Cubs fans are going to have to wait some more. BIG SIGH. I don't even want to discuss this. I honestly could write forever about it.....about how I am feeling so.....down. I was talking to Danielle and we were talking about how we take the Sox and Cubs (respectively) losses personal. Like really personal. Of course she doesn't have to deal with have this crap because she isn't a Cubs fan. I feel really sad that it's over, and I feel awful for the players. They deserve more than the way the season ended. I never could have seen this coming because I watched every single game of the regular season, and I didn't recognize the team that played these last 3 games. I wish I was the type of person that can handle this pressure. I really am not! I don't take heart ache well! I honestly thought before game 3 that I was going to have a heart attack. And when it was over, I honestly cried for years. I don't even want to think of it now or I could start balling my eyes out again. So yeah, that has set my mood. Me and the other thousands of Cubs fans everyone I guess :( I can't even get away from it! Mom and Kim practically drag me to Applebees. LOL I just wanted to stay on the couch all day and watch Cinema Paradiso a million times in a row. I am trying to have fun and then, of course, from all the way at the other end of the place, somehow my selective ears hear some witch say "And Derrek Lee is standing there like an idiot 'where did the ball go?!" I wanted to cry!! How dare she?! So yeah, that ruined everything. Well, I for one am really grateful that the Cubs gave me the best summer with 97 wins. Honestly, no one can take that away from you. I guess I'll have to find a way to get through this dry spell of no baseball and look forward to the spring!
Moving on..... I have no school today! And I really shouldn't be sitting here doing nothing. I have midterms this week and next week. School is going to be tough. It felt so niiceee to actually get sleep. I forgot what that was. I have so much work to do. So much that I don't even want to start! I did NOTHING this weekend. Really, what the hell happened?? Oh, the Cubs. I was pretty preoccupied. Man, I just want to watch Cinema Paradiso. That and Il Postino are the movies I watch when I am really.....the way I am now. LOL. Let's hope I don't reach a low where I have to pull out that DVD...
Well school is keeping me busy so my little mind doesn't wonder into things it shouldn't be thinking about. Looks like, if all goes well so knock on wood...that I'll be taking Orgo II, Physics II, both labs, Genetics, and Calc II. Shoot me in the face? Uh oh, I feel really tempted to not even start studying and just pull out Il Postino!!