I hate when me or my family get screwed over....
Dude, i think this is one of the hardest times my Dad has ever gone threw.. i feel so bad, but theres like nothing i can do.. He lost his job.. For the Fourth time.. FOR NO FLIPPIN REASON, Just because he did something he was suppose to do, he has health problems, and its not something he should have to deal with. And on wednesday he flipped out on me, i asked him if it was okie if he could talk me to church, and he just totally Yelled at me and is like "You never do anything for me, you dont do anything, you never give back anything"... And hes right... I don't have anything, i have no Job, no car, no money... All i do is nothing. And i don't know it just really got to me, and its not like anyone cares, but thats life right, why dwell on the things that are bad happen right? Sometimes is easyer said then done. It really makes you feel bad when someone tells you your problem to your face... It just crushes you inside.. and i know how my dad feels, and i know he did not mean what he said, its just out of anger because its not like he can yell at anyone about it. I was talking to him tonight about more postive things, and just everything in general, and hes so stuck on one thing that, it feels like a waste of time to talk to him... Im so sick of this crap... And its not like if i talk to someone about it, sure they will agree and shake there head acting like they understand, but they really dont care, god people are so fake, and some are my friends, like when its convenjent for them they will hang out with you wt? Uh.. I know im complaining alot but, no one will listen so whatever... I just hope God will be here for me..because im not sure if he will even listen sometimes..