An entry again.
God only knows how long this will hold my interest.. I'll probably pause when Tasha calls me back (which should be soon) and then come back and finish it, more half-assedly than I would have if I hadn't been able to get my frustrations out with her.
I <3 my new icon.. that's a really good song! These are de words.
Fall Out Boy
my heart is on my sleeve
wear it like a bruise or blackeye
my badge, my witness
that means that i believed
every single lie you said
cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house
she took me down and said:
"boy's like you are overrated. so save your breath."
loaded words and loaded friends
are loaded guns to our heads
cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house
you want apologies
girl, you might hold your breath
until your breathing stops forever, forever
the only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips:
i hope they taste of me forever
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's
with every breath i wish your body will be broken again
[x4]
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Goooood song. Okay, Tasha pause.
Okay, Tasha break done.. well I talked to her, then I munched hardcore on an ice cream cone. Yum. I dunno, even though my body is lactose-pissed-off, I've been massively craving dairy lately.
Mmm.. This is my movie.. Shannon Elizabeth, Eliza Dushku, and Ali Larter in black leather suits.. fighting and wrestling around and having pseudo-lesbian moments.. *meow*..
"How about a little... 'Bitch!.. My man ain't your baby's daddy!?' "
So Jaimie and I are probably going to the Fall Out Boy concert .. I think it's at the end of October. We just gotta make sure she's old enough to get into the club. I think so.. If not, probably Dad can sign something.
Ronnie's asleep in the living room, and I'm bored.
I feel like I can't even talk about him in my own journal anymore. : (
And like you think I'm not being there for you sweetie.. I'm just trying to get some stuff straight in my own head right now, eh?
My new panties are soo cute.. Tasha got me Superman thongs.. I've got four pairs of Superman panties now, but what I really want are some Spiderman panties. The first person to buy me some Spiderman panties will be gifted with a lifetime of.. whatever they choose. ; ) What can I say? I'm easy.
I need to find some Batman panties for Tasha, if I can. I'm about to start looking now.
Mmmm.. I made good *wink* brownies today. Tasty! Y'all missed out.
Today is Brice's birthday.. he's 28. I got him a cute card but I disremember what it says. Something about cows. Actually I remember damn good and well what it says, but I can't be bothered to type the whole thing (it was loooong.)
My resolution to be a better sister is underway, I think. I do need to have more regard for my sisters. I've been neglecting them because of all the stuff in my own life, and that has to stop, you know?
I love them too much, and they're the most important thing to me.
Anyhow, I'm gonna go sit down and watch the telly. Later foo's!
I <3 my new icon.. that's a really good song! These are de words.
Fall Out Boy
my heart is on my sleeve
wear it like a bruise or blackeye
my badge, my witness
that means that i believed
every single lie you said
cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house
she took me down and said:
"boy's like you are overrated. so save your breath."
loaded words and loaded friends
are loaded guns to our heads
cause every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house
you want apologies
girl, you might hold your breath
until your breathing stops forever, forever
the only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips:
i hope they taste of me forever
but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's
with every breath i wish your body will be broken again
[x4]
---
Goooood song. Okay, Tasha pause.
Okay, Tasha break done.. well I talked to her, then I munched hardcore on an ice cream cone. Yum. I dunno, even though my body is lactose-pissed-off, I've been massively craving dairy lately.
Mmm.. This is my movie.. Shannon Elizabeth, Eliza Dushku, and Ali Larter in black leather suits.. fighting and wrestling around and having pseudo-lesbian moments.. *meow*..
"How about a little... 'Bitch!.. My man ain't your baby's daddy!?' "
So Jaimie and I are probably going to the Fall Out Boy concert .. I think it's at the end of October. We just gotta make sure she's old enough to get into the club. I think so.. If not, probably Dad can sign something.
Ronnie's asleep in the living room, and I'm bored.
I feel like I can't even talk about him in my own journal anymore. : (
And like you think I'm not being there for you sweetie.. I'm just trying to get some stuff straight in my own head right now, eh?
My new panties are soo cute.. Tasha got me Superman thongs.. I've got four pairs of Superman panties now, but what I really want are some Spiderman panties. The first person to buy me some Spiderman panties will be gifted with a lifetime of.. whatever they choose. ; ) What can I say? I'm easy.
I need to find some Batman panties for Tasha, if I can. I'm about to start looking now.
Mmmm.. I made good *wink* brownies today. Tasty! Y'all missed out.
Today is Brice's birthday.. he's 28. I got him a cute card but I disremember what it says. Something about cows. Actually I remember damn good and well what it says, but I can't be bothered to type the whole thing (it was loooong.)
My resolution to be a better sister is underway, I think. I do need to have more regard for my sisters. I've been neglecting them because of all the stuff in my own life, and that has to stop, you know?
I love them too much, and they're the most important thing to me.
Anyhow, I'm gonna go sit down and watch the telly. Later foo's!