my heart is beating fast and I can't breath

Jul 23, 2006 16:54

Ever get that feeling when you are sitting down and not doing anything physical and your  heart beats so fast and you just can't breath fast enough?

I'm freaking right now.... I've been putting this off and putting it off, but I had to apply for OSAP today, I hate finding out how little they will give me for tuition and then really how much I'm going to have to pay off in a few years.  THe amount my debt is adding up to be is really getting crazy and it stresses me out.

Additionally, I had to apply for my classes and figure out my tuition.  Crap!  Where is all my money?  I feel like I have worked my butt off this summer and I don't know where my money is!

My credit card balance is adding up and the amount in my bank account is to low... I have to transfer money around to be able to pay my tuition.  I have a bit of money in my wallet and some gas in my car...but then thats all I can spend, the rest is slotted for my tuition cheque that has to go in the mail next week.  I hate having to figure all this out, I want to breath properly soon.  Waaaah.... Pay day please!  (but then even pay day feels like a drop in the hat)

Waaaaa  pulse is still racing..............
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