strange thing
People keep telling me this weekend to cheer up. Stop being sad etc. Funny thing is I don't remember a time I have felt so free and so happy.
The thing is, at other times certain things have mad me happy or sad. But right now, its not a matter of things going well or things going bad that decide my feelings. I just feel happy. I guess logically people expect I am sad because some things are going crappy, so maybe thats why they tell me to cheer up. Or I guess I'm just being really mellow. But the thing is my mellowness is not caused by being sad or depressed, its a sense of peacefullness.
Yeah thats what it is it peacefullness. Despite somethings going well and somethings going crappy I am peaceful. God is in control and so all is right with the world.
Its freeing that happiness relies on nothing more than that is how I am feeling!
The thing is, at other times certain things have mad me happy or sad. But right now, its not a matter of things going well or things going bad that decide my feelings. I just feel happy. I guess logically people expect I am sad because some things are going crappy, so maybe thats why they tell me to cheer up. Or I guess I'm just being really mellow. But the thing is my mellowness is not caused by being sad or depressed, its a sense of peacefullness.
Yeah thats what it is it peacefullness. Despite somethings going well and somethings going crappy I am peaceful. God is in control and so all is right with the world.
Its freeing that happiness relies on nothing more than that is how I am feeling!