Stuff
Things have changed since last post, for one, my hair is way different, I got together with and got broken up with with Amanda, cherry and Austin have since departed. I've lost friends, I've gained them. i quit wow, I got addicted to Counter-Strike (still am) haha. I've got a different outlook on things. i feel more mature in certain aspects. It's way harder for me to fall in like with people. I'm going after the momentary pleasures, rather than the long term relationships. I'm more cautious... but I guess with time I can want to be in a long term and serious relationship. I'm hanging out with different people, I'm more realistic than romantic. I want to go back in time and serve under Monsieur d'Treville as a Royalist Musketeer. I want adventure, I want to fence, I want to ride horseback. I just really don't think this is the timeperiod for me. I would have been so comfortable with a musket, pistol, and rapier, long coat, hat with a plume. I want to just run away to a community where I can live like that.... I would be happy forever. And You know, I was thinking. The reason people died so "young" before was because they were meant to, if you look at the elderly now, they are too frail and old to do anything... void of a death of dignity. And ther eis no honor in the today's society. No respect at all. Just all greed