Extacious!?
Im bored and its only 5pm...
hopefully the rest of the night bodes well for fun, maybe i'll cook something, cookies...i want to cook cookies, actually i always want to bake something, bread, hedgehog slices, biscuits, savory bread rolls... if only we had yeast, and if only i was a baker.
My house is weird when theres no one in it besides me, especially on a winters night. I'm used to having sounds around me, mum playing on the piano preparing music her church choir, dad on the computer playing Diabolo 2, some easy listening classical playing in the background. The smell of food cooking for dinner...i'm hungry...House feels cold and empty...i dont like it, needs a fireplace and a collection of friends (and one day family)sitting around talking and partaking in the shared pleasure of good company. My house will be like that one day. First step, get me a house.
I never actually realised what this feeling was until now, loneliness, all-one-ness. It weird cos i saw people today and yesterday. well still the facts dont lie, i miss them.
Extacious - a word i made up, i really want to give it a meaning but i have no idea what to give it.
The city was fun, we should do that again in the not too distant future
Well time to cook some dinner, hope its tasty. I'm not in the mood to be alone, argh what a waste!