Sep 28, 2005 20:51
There is no order to this
Friend 1--you are so quick to judge people but you yourself refused to be judged. I wish I could tell you how I feel and what my opinions on things are but honestly, Im too scared to. Not because Im scared of you, but rather because Im scared of how you will react and what the fuck you will say. Because I dont want to loose you as a friend but I know that your reaction will not be good most of the time. I probably should spend more time with you, but then again, you should spend more time with me, if either of us could work it into our schedules. You claim to be optimistic but you arent and it drives me nuts.
Friend 2--I absolutely hate you,yet I absolutely love you. You know everything there is to know about me and you seem to know things about me that I dont even know. It scares me but I can deal with it. I cant hide anything from you because Im horrible at controlling my body language around you. I hate the fact that you know more about me than I know about you and Im not certain that you would tell me something if I asked it. I hope Im there when you need me, and if I can be there physically I hope you understand why. And that’s all Im saying.
Friend 3--You are an amazing friend. We dont have to talk everyday and hang out all the time and we can still pick up where we left off. I cant believe we went a year without talking and it was like nothing ever happened. You do however do things that annoy the shit out of me. Your driving is horrible....well that explains all of you so never mind....you will get mad at me and I dont know why sometimes, but I know youre mad at me and when I ask why you will say "nothing" or "nothings wrong". I know something is wrong so just tell me, Im less likely to be mad if I were aware of what I did wrong.
Friend 4--You are so much smarter than you think you are, and you let people walk all over you. I dont understand why. You have let people take advantage of you in more than one way and on more than one occasion. You have been fazing me out of your life for the past two years and I have let you because people drift apart and things change. Your heart is to big for your own good and it gives you this air of innocence. Because of that people treat you like shit, and because of that you forgive them.
Friend 5--Im not friends with you, I dont care about you, and Ive always had a problem with you. You let people talk down to you, and you let them act like they are smarter than you. You allow your family and "friends" to walk all over you and you still dont do anything about it. Ive told you that you need to just stop dealing with the shit and speak up but you wont. You have a friend who you cant stand because they think their problems are more important that anything you might have going on. And they think that you should make them your number one priority, when they them self wont do that for you. Stop letting this shit slide by and stand up for yourself for once.
Friend 6 & 7--youre not my friend, once upon a time you were but now you think youre shit doesn’t stink and because you are older than me I should have to listen to you. Well guess what, I dont and the only reason I keep you around is because you are related to me. I have to.
Friend 8--Oh the good number...well what can I say about you, you worry too much. And you dont have much faith in me. But then again no one on this list really does. I hope you care about me, like I hope all my friends do, because I care about all of them. I hope you stick around for a long time, because I need more friends, as you can tell I dont have many. I have my cat, but I refuse to be a fat crazy cat lady when Im old. And I hope one day you will trust me like I trust you.
There is so much more I could add to each of these but then it would give it all away. So Im going to just end it right now.
On a lighter note....I GET PAID TOMORROW!!!