*Warning* pointless rambling and venting
So its been a while since Ive updated. Nothing really new. I hate the fact that Im not in school right now, I wish I were, and I hate having to tell people that Im not because its like they look down on me for not being in school, and I really dont feel the need to just bust out and tell them my life story on why Im not there. I hate how everyone I know is in school because I am really bored during the day and Im so used to having people home when Im home and just being able to call them up and see if they want to hang out. I miss all the people that have gone off to school because its hard getting the car and gas to go see them whenever I want to if they arent busy already,and I hate not knowing whats taking place in their lives and being there for them if they need me.
On a lighter note, everything with John is great. We are supposed to hang out tonight or tomorrow but I cant think of anything to do in this hell hole we call Phoenix. So if you have any ideas please let me know.
Oh and I start my new job on Monday, I get paid $10 and hour but I am giving up my weekends now, so my weekends are on Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday. For the first two weeks I work everyday from 8-5, and then I switch to Thursday, Friday, Saturday and every other Wednesday from 9-9. I think Ill be happier once I get my first paycheck. I have to save up for Tahoe for Me and Grace, and possible Danielle. It would be soo much fun if those two came. I seriously cant wait I look forward to that trip every year. Its a blast and I love the snow and I love snowboarding and skiing and its the only time I feel at peace really. I mean look at this place...
how could you not feel at peace on that mountain?