Definition of Brittany Sowards: pathetic; loser; see also retard
OMG!!!! I forget what day it was now...but anyways the other day I had Brittany Carr call Dwayne. And...ask if he had a homecoming date. Lol. Anyways once he figured out who she was he told her he already had a date. Then he tired to figure out who her "friend" was cuz I wouldn't let her say it was me. Well he guessed it right off. Big surprise. Then he offered to try to find one of his friends who would go for me. In his words he wanted "to hook me up." I felt so freaking pathetic and like such a LOSER!!!!!!!!!! Which I am. Right guys?
And if that isn't bad enough Brittany and Michael called him again a few days later and told him I thought I was pathetic. But he was like "No she isn't." But I know I am and Michael and Andrew agree with me. But I hid in Michael's house and only came out at the end of the convo.
I just wish I could stop liking him but I can't. It's sooooooooo hard. And he probably thinks I'm a freak like the rest of the world thinks. Grrr! It's so frustrating I wanna cry!
But at least Brittany Carr is having fun at band camp. She is as red as a lobster. So I have dubbed her my lobsterfish. Lol. I wish I was in band but that would mean looking at...well looking at something between some people that I would not want to see!!!
"I look around at what I got, without you it ain't a lot."