Fuck a duck.

May 30, 2004 16:34

So yeah this weekend wasn't that great. Got drunk which I came to the conclusion that it's really not that fun anymore. It only intensifies my emotions and makes me say things I normally would keep to myself. It's not worth it anymore because it used to make me happy but it doesn't even do that anymore so what's the point? I'm not gonna drink for a while anymore I can deal with shit better when I'm sober because when I'm sober I know life sucks sometimes and I can deal with it but when I'm drunk and I think it should make me happy and forget shit and it doesn't then it makes it worse because I'm thinking ok if my problems aren't gone and I'm drunk then what the fuck?! So no more drinking for me.

On a lighter note walking to walmart with jello legs is not fun when youre pushing your friend into the road. Then we finally got to walmart and picked cig. butts out of the fuckin ashtray because we didn't have any. Funny shit...well at least I thought so. Once I passed out people kept waking me up and I don't remember ever waking up but it was funny to hear them tell me the shit I was doing.

Hopefully this summer will be better than this weekend because I wouldnt be able to put up with that shit every fuckin day.

Off to Chelseas birthday dinner. Hooray for fat asses like me that are always hungry.
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