Being a Mommy
Wow, so being a mommy is tough! I always smell like spit up or poop. Shes always hungry and eats for an hour almost 5 times a day, so that doesn't leave a lot of time for me time. She sleeps a lot which is really nice. Shes almost 6 weeks old not and can smile, hold her head up, and coo. Shes a cutie. Alex held her the other day and seemed very awkward with her. I hope some of my single friends use me as an example of a poster girl for safe sex. As much as I love my new daughter, life could have been much easier for me.
Socially, my life is kind of pathetic right now. I mean doing things with friends is difficult and i don't want to subject them to a screaming infant or the uncomfortable moments of breastfeeding in the same room as them. I think my friendships will slowly fade until the have children, or i can convince them that Kyah is now just one of the gang...right. Maybe its just my adjusting hormones or lack of interaction with adults that is making me sort of depressed and feeling house bound, but i understand that people in their early 20's do not want to be associated with a child just yet. So for those who don't mind being around a new baby, and don't feel uncomfortable with a breastfeeding mother, please, please come and visit.
that is all
Socially, my life is kind of pathetic right now. I mean doing things with friends is difficult and i don't want to subject them to a screaming infant or the uncomfortable moments of breastfeeding in the same room as them. I think my friendships will slowly fade until the have children, or i can convince them that Kyah is now just one of the gang...right. Maybe its just my adjusting hormones or lack of interaction with adults that is making me sort of depressed and feeling house bound, but i understand that people in their early 20's do not want to be associated with a child just yet. So for those who don't mind being around a new baby, and don't feel uncomfortable with a breastfeeding mother, please, please come and visit.
that is all