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May 03, 2005 19:24

aye carumba!
I feel like I have no time for anything... I'm finally almost a college senior. after tomorrow I am one year away from being out in the real world. This is a scary thing. I know what my career is going to be and all (which is a good thing), but then again I feel as if I have no direction in my life. does this sound crazy? I just feel as if I get stuck in a rut sometime because I don't want to be living at home anymore, sometimes being single sucks, yada yada yada...
I'm trusting God to lead me wherever he wants me, but I'd like the fog to be removed from the windshield of my eyes ya know?
sometimes I think it's because I stumble that he doesn't give me that much farsightedness. it's hard living in this world, sometimes I don't even want to have children so that I don't have to raise them in this world. but i persevere on because he gives me strength.
yuck, finals are getting to me, i'm getting mooey = (
but I did buy a cute skirt today that made me happy and I bought the new Fall Out Boy and that made me very happy.

quote of the day- "But you can't makeout with Jesus."
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