Jul 19, 2005 21:49
At lindsays...I've kind of hit a rough spot lately, but i think I'm finally making it through. I just needed to isolate myself for a while. I wanted and still want to move to gulf shores, but it just really isn't practical. i would love to live there just not with my parents i can only handle so much of there argueing. sometimes i wonder why they are still together. i'm trying really hard not to lead a friend of mine on, but i hate how sometimes i have to go months without seeing him because he doesn't get the point that all i want to be is friends. i don't want to do that again, but it's starting to look like i have no other choice because as much as i try to make my point clear he never seems to get it. i got a new bed today i actually have a floor in my room. yes. shocking i know. it's great i'm so excited. so, tomorrow should be a good day. Im goin to work in the morning and then i'm goin swimmin at lindsay's then me and jess are getting pedicures and cooking dinner then church which i am excited about cause i haven't been in forever. then i have a date with brian and mario. yes, brian got the chords for my nintendo, so we are going to beat it tomorrow. i'm really excited! going to see jenna this weekend. should be fun! well i'm outta here! see y'all later!