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Well what's new...rachael has been dumb again. i let my emotions go without letting my brain back it up. well anyway enough about that. let's just say i'm regretting the last couple weeks. i've really been struggling lately with lots of things but especially my relationship with God. i've just really let things go and taken on this entirely different personality of someone who could careless about anything. but, i'm gonna get rid of that cause that is totally not me. somebody once told me that i am very fickle. after having to look it up in the dictionary i decided i agreed with them. i'm never sure of myself. i always go back and forth between what i say i want one minute to what i say i want the next. that's something else that i'm gonna get rid of. i'm very excited about the new girls bible study at Kim's. it's gonna be great and the book is already helping me out a lot. well anyway...tonight is bcm and then i think we are goin bowlin. very exciting. i'm going home this weekend. i've been missin my parents a lot lately so i'm actually excited about going home. had my last dinner with katie and jessica and melinda last night before Jessica moves. tear! it's so sad. i might actually get to go to ridgecrest. very excited about that. only if i get up the nerve to ask off. which it really shouldn't be a problem cause it's after deadline. but anyway...i need to get to cleanin and doin laundry so i will actually have something to pack to take home with me tomorrow. well...i'm out.