May 31, 2005 15:57
i don't know what to do or think or say or where to go next...i feel like i'm just going through a horrible cycle and there is no way out. i never thought i'd be back to the way i was last summer, but now i'm finding that i'm even deeper in than i was then.
reputations are so hard to change...i don't even know where to begin and i'm not even sure i want to, because it's me it's my personality. why is there something wrong with it? if you don't like it then so sorry for you.