oh saturday
I have a headache, and I'm still hacking. At least my room is immaculate and I can't really say I wasted my saturday. It went by so slow. Usually when my mom is here, we go everywhere and do everything and before i know it, i'm asleep in my bed. Not today. Sigh.
I kind of slept. I was more laying around, trying not to think, trying not to make my head explode from the inside. i'm on my third can of pepsi (so breaking the diet) but i do it for the caffeine, because apparently the 2 excedrin migraine i pop in every 4 hours doesn't work worth a damn. i wish i could go see my nuerologist and he'd magically have a solution. never going to happen. but it's wishful thinking...right?
I've been sick for like the last two weeks, now it's down to just a dry hacking cough. it's quite painful, actually. i feel like i have no energy to do anything at this moment. i didn't shower today, and i'm still in the sweats i wore to sleep. attractive...isn't it?
on a bad note, i checked my statement online, and turns out that i don't really write all of my transactions on my check balancer thingy, and i thought i had at least 100 for the week because i get paid on friday, but no. i'm looking at a whole 45 bucks. what the fuck? hopefully i'll get my school check soon, a whopping 1200 bucks and then i can buy my airfare and save the rest. that would be nice.
i'm going to chicago for what seems like forever. the humidity will kill me. anyway, it'll be for about 6-7 weeks. yikes! wish me luck. it'll be a good experience to say the least.
testing for the kids starts next week and i'll be a proctor for two different classes. meaning, i'll help explain and shit. i've signed an affidavit stating that i cannot divulge any part of the test in any way or be persecuted by the state of california. woo!
school is ok. still got another 5 weeks or so. this is how i'm averaging out:
poli sci. - a
bio and bio lab (combined grade) - b+
sociology - b-
speech - a-
the only class that will kill me this time around is sociology, and it's not even a course that i need. scratch that, it was when i was a psychology major, and now that i'm not, it's a stupid class. sigh. i just wish school was over. things would be so much easier. it feels weird not being somewhere on a saturday. kaitlyn wants to get back into ballet, and i need to look around for places that won't put me in the hole. i hate money sometimes.
so i just took my med. and it's refillable until 3/26/04...i know what that means...it's check up time once these run out. i hate my doctor with a passion. i should get a new one. granted, i've only seen him twice, i still don't like him...he gives off the creepy old man vibe.
i don't have a clue as to what i'm doing tomorrow. we'll see what happens.
if you just read all that, you have serious problems.
I kind of slept. I was more laying around, trying not to think, trying not to make my head explode from the inside. i'm on my third can of pepsi (so breaking the diet) but i do it for the caffeine, because apparently the 2 excedrin migraine i pop in every 4 hours doesn't work worth a damn. i wish i could go see my nuerologist and he'd magically have a solution. never going to happen. but it's wishful thinking...right?
I've been sick for like the last two weeks, now it's down to just a dry hacking cough. it's quite painful, actually. i feel like i have no energy to do anything at this moment. i didn't shower today, and i'm still in the sweats i wore to sleep. attractive...isn't it?
on a bad note, i checked my statement online, and turns out that i don't really write all of my transactions on my check balancer thingy, and i thought i had at least 100 for the week because i get paid on friday, but no. i'm looking at a whole 45 bucks. what the fuck? hopefully i'll get my school check soon, a whopping 1200 bucks and then i can buy my airfare and save the rest. that would be nice.
i'm going to chicago for what seems like forever. the humidity will kill me. anyway, it'll be for about 6-7 weeks. yikes! wish me luck. it'll be a good experience to say the least.
testing for the kids starts next week and i'll be a proctor for two different classes. meaning, i'll help explain and shit. i've signed an affidavit stating that i cannot divulge any part of the test in any way or be persecuted by the state of california. woo!
school is ok. still got another 5 weeks or so. this is how i'm averaging out:
poli sci. - a
bio and bio lab (combined grade) - b+
sociology - b-
speech - a-
the only class that will kill me this time around is sociology, and it's not even a course that i need. scratch that, it was when i was a psychology major, and now that i'm not, it's a stupid class. sigh. i just wish school was over. things would be so much easier. it feels weird not being somewhere on a saturday. kaitlyn wants to get back into ballet, and i need to look around for places that won't put me in the hole. i hate money sometimes.
so i just took my med. and it's refillable until 3/26/04...i know what that means...it's check up time once these run out. i hate my doctor with a passion. i should get a new one. granted, i've only seen him twice, i still don't like him...he gives off the creepy old man vibe.
i don't have a clue as to what i'm doing tomorrow. we'll see what happens.
if you just read all that, you have serious problems.