Aug 28, 2006 22:07
I have 400,000 things to deal with at the moment.
I feel dead inside.
I can't sleep.
I want to sleep forever.
I can't function.
I had nothing to eat today.
I'm not hungry.
I don't care about anything anymore.
I am directionless.
I bought a car today.
I am over $10,000 in debt again.
I'm angry at everything.
I used to never be angry at all.
I hate my job.
I hate my life.
I hate me.
What the fuck am I doing with myself?
Nothing.
I need something drastic to change...
...for the better, no more car crashes please
Maybe I just won't come back from California.
-Katie-
No ammount of coffee, no ammount of crying
No ammount of wiskey, no ammount of wine
No no no no no
Nothing else will do I gotta have you
I gotta have you