"Eh - such is life"
Almost 1 am & just got my assignments done for my classes. Doing horribly just the same - thanks for asking. I have been dragging my ass & not giving 100% in my classes and it shows. 85 in my psych class & 56 in my com220. Blah - eh....such is life. i am not going to fret, things have been crazy with work the last few weeks because I worked with PSYCHOS. Um, yeah - I notice them. especially when they are calling me constantly when I am not working - to the point of harassing me & telling me I am trying to get them fired. OK - so I was thinking of not going back but figured...love the actual job, know one really bugs me while I am there, gives me a break form the kids so - I will stay till I find something else but seems the conflict led the guy I work for to decide to let me go because he is in luv with the psycho. I am not sweating it. I did however report her for harassment so I am sure he will be attendantless here soon & prolly calling me back & I will say "Eh....such is life" and hang up. I'm not mad at him & he isn't mad at me but I wont go back...its all sick really his & her relationship & I am glad to be out of it - I had to much heart to take myself out but...jobs come and go. Fuck it!
I moved my baby boy upstairs to his own room tonight - have the monitor on. I never had any of my babies in my room with me cept him & now it is weird he isn't in here. It is a way to force me up the stairs. Christa is feeling good these days & is going to keep it that way! I am going to the gym 2mrw with Donni. THAT IS RIGHT. I AM GOING TO THE GYM! haha. Wedding planning is going great & Mike is going great though we did bicker the other night while I was arguing with the psycho on my phone & SNAPPED at him. he threw my phone....wanted it replaced anyway "eh....such is life". It was my own fault - i really barked at him. I was text arguing so I was screaming in my head & he took the phone from me to get my attention & I lit right into him. He said it was instinct - either me or the phone & he had never ever seen me like that ever. I knew I was wrong so I didn't even continue with the phone but took off for some air. the psycho was threatening me basically & accusing me of retarded shit. Glad it is all over - for me anyway...haha. Cough is finally gone & on the subject of so & so: I am sure my words were tingly - may have even made him mad but I was honest. I only wish the best for him. Oh - yeah...the cough, I woke up the other night and about died coughing - spit out this nasty green crap & cough is gone - bye bye. THANK GOD! that antibiotic took 7 days to kick in! My daughters worked in 24 hrs. Now my son has a cough but his nose is running like crazy & it isn't like ours was - NON FUCKING STOP, no matter what you took for it.......no fever or nothing so he is ok - upstairs, in his own room =( ? =)? I am gona go check on him & go to bed. night
I moved my baby boy upstairs to his own room tonight - have the monitor on. I never had any of my babies in my room with me cept him & now it is weird he isn't in here. It is a way to force me up the stairs. Christa is feeling good these days & is going to keep it that way! I am going to the gym 2mrw with Donni. THAT IS RIGHT. I AM GOING TO THE GYM! haha. Wedding planning is going great & Mike is going great though we did bicker the other night while I was arguing with the psycho on my phone & SNAPPED at him. he threw my phone....wanted it replaced anyway "eh....such is life". It was my own fault - i really barked at him. I was text arguing so I was screaming in my head & he took the phone from me to get my attention & I lit right into him. He said it was instinct - either me or the phone & he had never ever seen me like that ever. I knew I was wrong so I didn't even continue with the phone but took off for some air. the psycho was threatening me basically & accusing me of retarded shit. Glad it is all over - for me anyway...haha. Cough is finally gone & on the subject of so & so: I am sure my words were tingly - may have even made him mad but I was honest. I only wish the best for him. Oh - yeah...the cough, I woke up the other night and about died coughing - spit out this nasty green crap & cough is gone - bye bye. THANK GOD! that antibiotic took 7 days to kick in! My daughters worked in 24 hrs. Now my son has a cough but his nose is running like crazy & it isn't like ours was - NON FUCKING STOP, no matter what you took for it.......no fever or nothing so he is ok - upstairs, in his own room =( ? =)? I am gona go check on him & go to bed. night