I slipped
I fucked up bad this wk with diet and exersice - DAMN IT. Been a real bad wk and I fear that i just didnt wrk at it. I got real sick last night after dinner and Ice cream. I KNOW...You don't need to say it! Those of you who have a clue know why & those that don't - don't need to know...lol. Maybe If I talked about the shit I wouldn't do this. Grrr. I know - get back on the wagon & don't fret it but it makes me mad! I use to be like my sister, able to eat anything - now i could eat nothing and gain weight - SWEAR! with the holiday seasons HERE I fear this is going to be tuff....my family doesn't exactly leave you NOT eating. plate is empty...they are on you. It is a wounder they are all so thin. Yeah - the Johnson side is the worst. Family photo this wknd and i am dreding it. My Idea so IDK why. Off to wrk - which just turned pain in my ass cuz he fired the other girl and I cant do full time - cant do the splits evedry day either. I think I got him some new people hopefully cuz his mom is to old to be taking care of him! 72. ALright - Later!