I've been waiting 2 long for you 2 be naught

Sep 19, 2008 01:03

Yeah - it's still rattling in my head - GOD DAMN IT!!!!1 am so thought I better get my input for today b4 Mike gets home and wants to jump on here. The COLD feet thing I said 2 blogs b4.....FUNNY. Last night I was bitchn about my cold feet and he said " Well get over here - I'll heat those puppies up" and he pulled me over next to him and wrapped up over my legs with his. Then, squishing my head into his chest (bat, bat bat) "Babe....are we in love?"
Babe says "I'd have to be in love with you to put up with YOUR shit (laugh)"
""MY shit ?!? I have to be downright insainly in love with you to put up with YOUR shit" (batbatbat - with the head again into his chest) I punched him and he gave me this was it to hurt look and did his 'guy giggle' as I call it. Then said "So you are INSAINLY inluv with me...Hmmm (dr. evil pinky thing)"
SO - Putting up with Shit is what determains love huh?
The annoying shit like - I fold his cloths & he rumages through them making them a mess again, his inability to grab his towel & washcloth b4 geting in the shower, his hicupping when he has drank to much beer, not being able to put his wrk cloths in their basket - 5 fuckn feet away but instead on the floor infront of my well organized & tidy dresser so I trip on them, his ability to sleep through the baby crying, his nagging while I am driving & OH - the MOST irritating - CHANGING THE RADIO WHEN I AM SINGING THE SONG WHILE DRIVING! God that makes me wana MURDER HIM. thats not even half of it. I can go on......MUST BE LOVE - ha.
So on my birthday when My friend Tammys Boyfriend asked if there was a point in my life I would have changed something though it may have ment no Mike...I said YES. I wouldnt know what I was missing & may not miss anything I believe destiny is what it is. There are certain points in your life that are ment to be and you can not avoid them and then there are other things that are choices...those choices lead us to be who we are as a individual. I woudl very much so try to convince my mother & father that going to Illy - was not a wise thought. That - what was here was far more important & if that didnt work have convinced them to let me stay with Family & finish out my last 2 yrs at RJC here in NY. Now, does that mean that I dont love my friends in ILLY - NO! I do. That was a bonus I got from going out there & they made it worth while but it was at the cost of my friend Donni who had to go through hell here while I was away. I would Give ANYTHING to change that. To have been there.  Hadnt seen Tammy in like 13 yrs & it was nice to see her. I think she was shocked to see how much Donni & CJ have changed. I'm well rounded......EXTREMELY well rounded. I can carry on a conversation with the normal Joe or the president and prolly knock his socks off with a opinion on something I know nothing about. If I wasnt so damn shy infront of a crowd Im sure I'd be some kind of speaker or something. MY SPELLING IS IMPROVING - believe that? I had a grammer exersice and actualy aced it. NO! you can not cheat...bitches you are. I have been thinking about something - "We carry on a conversation so well we could do comedy together." That would be a riot! Why are we not? Write the skit bitch! lets get rich.
MY PHONE - I want to SHOOT it. I called verizon and got the run around. FAGS ( I shouldnt say that...i got fag friends who would slap me with their man purses - haha shawn....You worked their too bitch so don't even start!)& then finaly a # to call but I had shit to do so - 2mrw they are going to hear it from me & I will have a new one....WATCH! Bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alright back to the fucking home wrk. Its 2 am and if I aint doing homewrk when he gets here he will wan get on and Look at truck parts.....blah. Then I fall asleep...none of that now! I posted the NKOTB song just so it can get stuck in your head too - only fair now.

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