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So here it is.. It's like 3:30am. I should really be asleep, but I can't seem to get there. Instead I am sitting here at the computer. You know how sometimes it seems like you have all of this craziness going on in your life. But you dont know how to stop it. Its like it gets to the point to where you are not even sure how it even got started in the begining. Thats where I am right now. I ask myself dailyt it seems now. Why do stupid little things bother me. Things that are completely insignificant. But yet. They sit in my mind and I ponder on them. And read entirely too deep into them. Like right now. I am completely over analyzing something that really shouldnt be a big deal at all. But it dirves me insane. It makes me even begin to wonder what is wrong with me. what can I do to better myself.. etc etc, etc. All that I do know is that i am tired of feeling this way. I really am. But I dont know what to do about it. I just want everything to be ok. But who knows. god. I dont want to get all into it. So Im not. Im actually gonna just try to sleep. So yeah. Im getting off now. but you guys have a great night. And I will talk to you later.
-jonathan
-jonathan