1-2-3-9 Downtown 59th Street-Columbus Circle.
Now where did I leave off from...
Monday 04/07/03
Okay... Monday.. Linde went back to work today. I hung out with some friends again today. Went by 42nd and 3rd. Talked to some friends.. Got some coffee. Fernando and I hung out like always... I think I have drank more starbucks in the past 5 days then I have in my entire life.. Emmm good :o)
Went out for drinks again tonight.. $3 cosmo's at the works, Chris is behind the bar. Linde and I went. Made some new friends, Mike, Ian, and John. We also played Trivial Pursuit. Like the whole bar did. We all had little note pads.. We broke up into Teams.. and then he would ask the questions. We did 6 questions at a time. Yea My team kicked some serious ass. We won the last two rounds.. and scored the most points out of anyone. Linde, Mike, and I were rocking it out.
Tuesday 04/08/03
Today I was supposed to hang out with Mia before she went into work for the overnight. yea she forgot. thats okay. I shopped alittle. Walked around in Chelsea, went to a real Thrift store.. The good ole Salvation Army. Then I met Kevin at 23rd and 8th. We went to lunch in Sheradin Square. Then walked around alot... Went by 42nd and 3rd to see Fernando. But he was no where to be found. :o( After that We went to 34th street to meet Linde when she got off work. Kevin then went home he didnt feel to well. Linde and I had more Starbucks. And then decided that we were going to go and see a show. So we headed down to Times Square.. We got tickets for Rent for $45. We went to the ATM so that I could get out the cash to pay for them. Yea I dont have any money.. the ATM said No Ma'am. Apparently the $130 credit I had put in by the Y didnt' post yet, so I am alittle low on fundage. But thats okay.. Linde floated me the loan. So we went...
rent was aboslutely AMAZING. It totally made me rethink some things. As some of you may not know, I have never been to a broadway show before... So I had never seen Rent before. It was amazing. I cried like I have never cried before. But it really made me think about alot of things.. My life right now.. Where is it going? My frienships, are they all that I want them to be. Do I really let some people know how much they mean to me.. Because there may not be a tomorrow. My job.. I am very unhappy with work right now... I think I need to start living life for today.
So who knows what this will bring. I don't know. But I think some changes are going to take place...
And yes.. I am sure that a few of you saw this coming.. But I think that I want to move back here.. I mean not like this week, or in a month.. But maybe sometime.. Like down the road.. I want to more somwhere I think.. Unless things really change for me in Knoxville... But who knows... I dont thats for damn sure. but the thing is.. Who does know.. I mean I dont think that any of us, right now.. At this point in our lives know that we want to do. I mean I dont know who I am yet. I mean I know who I am.. Im Jonathan Maurice Valentine.. but who is that. I dont know what I want to do with my career. I dont know if I want to go back to school. Move or stay, or just sit down. Who the fuck knows.... I guess we will see.
I miss you guys, and look forward to talk to you all soon.
Peace Out.
j.
Monday 04/07/03
Okay... Monday.. Linde went back to work today. I hung out with some friends again today. Went by 42nd and 3rd. Talked to some friends.. Got some coffee. Fernando and I hung out like always... I think I have drank more starbucks in the past 5 days then I have in my entire life.. Emmm good :o)
Went out for drinks again tonight.. $3 cosmo's at the works, Chris is behind the bar. Linde and I went. Made some new friends, Mike, Ian, and John. We also played Trivial Pursuit. Like the whole bar did. We all had little note pads.. We broke up into Teams.. and then he would ask the questions. We did 6 questions at a time. Yea My team kicked some serious ass. We won the last two rounds.. and scored the most points out of anyone. Linde, Mike, and I were rocking it out.
Tuesday 04/08/03
Today I was supposed to hang out with Mia before she went into work for the overnight. yea she forgot. thats okay. I shopped alittle. Walked around in Chelsea, went to a real Thrift store.. The good ole Salvation Army. Then I met Kevin at 23rd and 8th. We went to lunch in Sheradin Square. Then walked around alot... Went by 42nd and 3rd to see Fernando. But he was no where to be found. :o( After that We went to 34th street to meet Linde when she got off work. Kevin then went home he didnt feel to well. Linde and I had more Starbucks. And then decided that we were going to go and see a show. So we headed down to Times Square.. We got tickets for Rent for $45. We went to the ATM so that I could get out the cash to pay for them. Yea I dont have any money.. the ATM said No Ma'am. Apparently the $130 credit I had put in by the Y didnt' post yet, so I am alittle low on fundage. But thats okay.. Linde floated me the loan. So we went...
rent was aboslutely AMAZING. It totally made me rethink some things. As some of you may not know, I have never been to a broadway show before... So I had never seen Rent before. It was amazing. I cried like I have never cried before. But it really made me think about alot of things.. My life right now.. Where is it going? My frienships, are they all that I want them to be. Do I really let some people know how much they mean to me.. Because there may not be a tomorrow. My job.. I am very unhappy with work right now... I think I need to start living life for today.
So who knows what this will bring. I don't know. But I think some changes are going to take place...
And yes.. I am sure that a few of you saw this coming.. But I think that I want to move back here.. I mean not like this week, or in a month.. But maybe sometime.. Like down the road.. I want to more somwhere I think.. Unless things really change for me in Knoxville... But who knows... I dont thats for damn sure. but the thing is.. Who does know.. I mean I dont think that any of us, right now.. At this point in our lives know that we want to do. I mean I dont know who I am yet. I mean I know who I am.. Im Jonathan Maurice Valentine.. but who is that. I dont know what I want to do with my career. I dont know if I want to go back to school. Move or stay, or just sit down. Who the fuck knows.... I guess we will see.
I miss you guys, and look forward to talk to you all soon.
Peace Out.
j.