New Song.

[curiouslycasper]

*picks at his guitar, singing quietly*

I thought I could do this,
The ticking clock,
Empty bottles prove me wrong,
Sitting in this room, all alone,
Trying to pen this song.

A thousand nights, a thousands words,
So many years down the line,
Another's kiss, another's life,
Another's arms, and still not mine.

I pushed everything I loved away.

I still love you, I never stopped,
No matter the years, no matter the cost,
The things we gained, the things we lost,
The relationship's changed, but we have not.

A rainy day, so many bitter lies,
I watch you leave and regret my words,
Regret the tears, regret the pain,
Standing there under gray skies.

The pain falls like water.
The rain blurs the tears in my eyes.

I still love you, I never stopped,
No matter the years, no matter the cost,
The things we gained, the things we lost,
The relationship's changed, but we have not.

We're both happy,
Content with our share,
But the world is full of what if's...
And if I hadn't pushed you away,
You'd still be there.