[MYL] Things You Wish You Could Take Back.

[curiouslycasper]

OD'ing on heroin.
Letting Tina leave with Willem.
Not finding them when I had the chance.
Not killing Uncle Rory when I had the chance.
That last argument with Mother.
Those two years I have very little memory of.
The argument that proceeded it.
All the times the guys have been hurt by others because of me. But especially Sweep.All the times I've

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[keyboardgenius]

Broken bottle, water under the bridge man.

[curiouslycasper]

It was bang out of order man, I mean I know it was 6 years ago but it's not the point. I didn't even know what had happened until the next day, the guys, they wouldn't tell me.

[keyboardgenius]

Look, I know you feel bad but you were out of it. I'm not going to hold it against you, alright? Might have a god damn bottle phobia for the rest of my life but I'm not holding it against you.

[curiouslycasper]

*can't help but smile a little* You drink too fucking much to have a bottle phobia, Judge.

[keyboardgenius]

Yes, but I have M pour my stuff into plastic bottles. *smiles back a little*

[curiouslycasper]

*reaches up and runs his finger over the long, deep scar just underneath Judge's hairline* I still don't really remember it you know.

[keyboardgenius]

*closes his eyes a bit and nods* It's a good thing but I was a little drunk too. So I don't remember much either. *Is lying but Caz didn't need to know*

[curiouslycasper]

I just needed something, anything to make the pain go away. She didn't HAVE to take him man...I would have got clean for him, it would have given me a reason to. Not her, never her...but him.

[keyboardgenius]

I know that, dude. *grabs him and hugs him tightly* We all know that. You'll get him back.

[curiouslycasper]

*hugs him just as tightly* I don't want him back, I just want him to know who I am.

[keyboardgenius]

*nods, keeps an arm around him* So we'll make sure that he does when you're ready.