Nov 10, 2005 23:21
This is what I wrote to someone...
If you know me, you'll know who I am. It's my despereate cry for help to start anew. Run away, away with you. Here's me pouring my heart out. And yet no one can understand, but that's ok, no worries, I'll find myself home. Home to where I belong, full of nights in a grocery store and full of laughter and trust and beauty. Here I am being so random and so blunt, when all I want is for you to know it's me. Yet there are those who try to find me when I just disappeared and I'm trying to cover my tracks. Even paths I chose I must chose wisly than the last journey. I'm trying to tell you something without letting the world hear it. Please.. remember me... I know you have beautiful things to say about me... and I need to let you know, what's happening.
That reflected part of you in me. That's how big of a part you were... you taught me how to write. I was so tired when I wrote that and reading now, I can't believe I wrote so beautifully. It's the nicest coolest thing I've said in a while.