someone please help me
I can't stop crying. I can't handle this anymore. I don't knwo what to do. I seriously don't. My life is about to just be over. We have so little time left to find a place and so far... NOTHING. People keep telling me to put my faith in Him, and things will be ok, and I do put my faith in Him, but I still can't stop worrying. I'm so scared about what might happen, I'm physically ill. I couldn't control it today. I can't control it now. I'm sobbing. I can barely type this. I don't even care who reads this. I can't fucking take this shit anymore you guys... I can't. I feel like a tiny ant who's being crunched slowly underneath a shoe. WHy can't things just for once be stable? I cannot handle being homeless again. I can't move from motel to motel, sleeping with God knows what in that room. I cannot mentally handle it. I CAN'T. I just want someone ... anyone... to help me. I don't know how... I just can't do this on my own, and my parents aren't helping at all. They act like it's no big deal. Am i the parent now? I may be 20 but i am in no way ready to beon my own and responsible for this. I am barely recovering all the other shit from these 20 years... God, I beg of You to please send me help. My soul is weak and I am about to fall.....
Goodbye . . .
Goodbye . . .