Jan 19, 2005 03:01
For all of you who DON'T care:
Why do I feel guilty about the Edd thing? I didn't know he was lieing. I feel bad for Jessica, so bad that I wish I could take all the blame and have them get back together.
Why, after almost 2 years, do I think that Andy is going to escape from jail and come kill me? I see him at night...on my porch...in my driveway...in my backyard. Why hasn't the terror left yet?
Am I becoming jealous of everyone who has a happy/healthy relationship with a significant other?
I think I'm cured of Borderline. I haven't acted BP in a loooooong time. Since, the whole Eric/Mark/Fraternity thing. I think it is possible to be cured, and I think I'm getting there or there. I keep expecting the bad thoughts to come back, but they haven't. ::Crosses fingers:: For my religious friends, please pray that I don't get sick again.
I miss you guys!