life is like a box of hand grenades . . .
every time you think you have it contained, it seems to blow up in your face.
today i feel like straight up booty. i'm not depressed or anything; i think i just got too much sleep yesterday.
i'm proud of the fact that i'm starting to come to understand a lot about myself. take masturbation for instance. many times i find myself jerking off cuz that's what i'm supposed to do at that time (or at least i think that's what i'm supposed to do). like i get home from work and sarah's not there. oop, better jerk my shit while i can. i don't know why it's taken me so long to realize this. i guess it's kind of like an addiction, but i don't think i'd relate it that closely. i mean, i've gone months at a time without jerkin it at all. who fuckin knows, but i do know that i've found out about a little piece of myself that i didn't already know.
i was supposed to go with a few 'buddies' of mine this weekend to some stupid college but i don't think i can go. fuck money, ya know?! anyway, i'd rather spend the time with sarah. unfortunately, we can't really do shit right now cuz of the fuckin' $.
time to go eat and watch a little tv and maybe do some more work.
today i feel like straight up booty. i'm not depressed or anything; i think i just got too much sleep yesterday.
i'm proud of the fact that i'm starting to come to understand a lot about myself. take masturbation for instance. many times i find myself jerking off cuz that's what i'm supposed to do at that time (or at least i think that's what i'm supposed to do). like i get home from work and sarah's not there. oop, better jerk my shit while i can. i don't know why it's taken me so long to realize this. i guess it's kind of like an addiction, but i don't think i'd relate it that closely. i mean, i've gone months at a time without jerkin it at all. who fuckin knows, but i do know that i've found out about a little piece of myself that i didn't already know.
i was supposed to go with a few 'buddies' of mine this weekend to some stupid college but i don't think i can go. fuck money, ya know?! anyway, i'd rather spend the time with sarah. unfortunately, we can't really do shit right now cuz of the fuckin' $.
time to go eat and watch a little tv and maybe do some more work.