Me

Sep 30, 2007 10:20

I had a doctor''s appointment last Thursday and I found out that I'm also suffering from post  stress traumatic disorder ( along with the depression ). It wasn't too much of a surprise as I have panic attacks when I see babies, young children or couple with kids. The attacks only last a couple of minuets, but they're somewhat scary. I feel short of breath, my heart starts pounding and I'm fairly shaky....

I never properly came to terms with the miscarriage.I repressed my feelings and denied what I went through and it's only now that I'm a) grieving and b) healing and growing from the negative circumstances.

Being on medication, going to support groups and seeing my counselor I believe are helping me but sometimes I feel that plain old time will play a major role in how I'm doing.

The downfall is I know it'll take a long time.
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